this thread makes me remember my loss, i was 12 my first fish was this albino oscar i raised form 1/5 inches to 10 inches, his name as lil g, one morn he died i was depressed for weeks, bieng a little kid and all lol i miss lil g.. he was the man, use to follow me around the room, and hit the lid when he wanted food.. he was awsome.. r.i.p lil g