dont be sorry, it's a very good point of view. just a heartbreaking point of view made worse by the fact that it actually happens. sometimes we forget about the nasty side of things, like the pet trade, and it keeps us grounded to be reminded occasionally.
we actually gave up on getting a rescue because of that interview. it is how we ended up with Nero. we saw an ad on base and went to see the pups from a breeder. he took real care of his animals though, he was no rogue and im glad we went to him.
on a side note we do not meet the standard even now and im out the forces. its because we live in a flat, ground floor though, and our garden is massive. the grass alone is probably 160 sqm and that isnt including the excessively large driveway but because we live in a flat it automatically disqualifies us, doesnt seem to matter that its a ground floor connected to a huge garden.